All in by Paula Finn

by Paula Finn



We find a bench.
I sit with him as if I can barely recall
what he did to me in bed that night.
I let it go for now so we can talk.
We’ve always been good at that.
He tries out his loony theory
about the masculinity of red wine,
unaware that since his death
the word has holed itself up
in a cabin in the woods, loaded for bear.
I let it pass. He turns
to asking questions freighted
with the wish my life’s gone well.
I see the old blue kitchen.
One Sunday after breakfast,
my chin cupped in his palm,
his index finger tapping my face
to count aloud the freckles, one-by-one.
A hundred and two, he beams,
as if I’ve won a prize.

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Paula Finn is the author of the chapbook, Eating History. Her work has appeared widely in journals. Finn’s poetry is also featured in From the Fire, a piece of musical theater capturing the historic tragedy of the Triangle Shirtwaist Fire and the ensuing female immigrant worker organizing. This dramatic oratorio won the Best New Musical Theater award at the Fringe Festival in Edinburgh. Finn is a graduate of the NYU Poetry Program.