All in by Kathy Jacobs

by Kathy Jacobs

How do you love me let me count your ways
With an uppercut, a kidney jab, a backhand slap 
Hair by the roots, jammed to a barricade, slugged  
To the ground, to the depth your fist can reach 
Freely, as men are left to do; purely, from jealousy and spite 
With passion driven by monstrous ego, with hands and words 
and knives and knees and covetousness of my body,  
my choice, my dignity, my liberty, my land  
With boots and bullets, tanks and airstrikes, with need  
to prove your dominance, your excuses, your entitled rage 
On court benches and my kitchen floor, in senate chambers 
and through cities’ streets, on every step and stage 
Seizing my smiles, my pleas, my breath 
Despite all tears I’ll love you better after death 

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Kathy Jacobs' work has been published in SWWIM Every Day: Sing the Body, Plainsongs, The Comstock Review, Finelines, and anthologies by the Nebraska Writers Group, including How It Looks from Here: Poetry from the Plains.

by Kathy Jacobs



My friend won’t go sleeveless
because of her Czech arms.
She means her meaty upper arms,
arms like Ruben’s beauties,
artful arms that remind me of fictional
southern belles, mamas and grand-mamas
with flesh like bread dough,
moist and heavy.

I admire my friend’s solid arms
and her line of women who worked them
over a washboard.
Used them to wield a hoe and whip oxen;
assemble artillery casings and drape
over a flannel shoulder while
doing the two-step or polka.

Arms like mine from eastern Poland,
where they dug beets and potatoes.
Made the sign of the cross
and lit Sabbath candles, both.

A generation and two later
they wrung chicken necks,
planted gladiolus bulbs
and a daughter in the ground.
Learned to turn a steering wheel,
hurl a bowling ball
and carry a suitcase
away from a marriage.

Arms, in this life, that taught on a
blackboard and rocked some babies,
reached up at family weddings
to dance the YMCA, washed a father
on his deathbed now jiggle and flap
when I wave goodbye.

Today I’ll put on a sleeveless shirt,
grab my trowel and a bag of mixed bulbs.
Today I’ll plant gladioli. Row after row.

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Kathy Jacobs is a retired nursing professor who recently left the fellowship of gifted and generous Nebraska poets and is at play finding others in the Twin Cities. Her poems have been published in Plainsongs, The Comstock Review, and several anthologies from The Nebraska Writers Guild, including How It Looks from Here: Poetry from the Plains.