by Teresa K. Miller
I don’t listen for you now, your crow step,
by Denise Duhamel
I record my mom singing “A Bushel And A Peck”
and send it to my nieces to play for their boys
who are all under 12, the age they need to be
to visit her in the ICU. My mom has a bandage
on her nose from where the ventilator cut her,
and clear tubes of oxygen in her nostrils. Blue
veins squiggle her forehead as though her youngest
great-grandson has scribbled there. The boys
barely notice and send back their own videos—
Ben, Nick, and Max say, “We love you!”
then their mother pans over to the dog,
“And Ringo does too!” Zach, Brody, and Alex
sing “You Are My Sunshine.” My mom
always hated our cell phones, the way they
distracted us away from her. But now she wants
me to hold my screen so she can see, so she can hear
the boys’ song over and over again, her head
gently bopping back and forth on her pillow.
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Denise Duhamel’s most recent book of poetry is Second Story (Pittsburgh, 2021). Her other titles include Scald; Blowout; Ka-Ching!; Two and Two; Queen for a Day: Selected and New Poems; The Star-Spangled Banner; and Kinky. She and Maureen Seaton have co-authored four collections, the most recent of which is CAPRICE (Collaborations: Collected, Uncollected, and New) (Sibling Rivalry Press, 2015). And she and Julie Marie Wade co-authored The Unrhymables: Collaborations in Prose (Noctuary Press, 2019). A recipient of fellowships from the Guggenheim Foundation and the National Endowment for the Arts, Duhamel teaches in the MFA program at Florida International University in Miami.
by Amanda Gomez
April and a morning shower blankets us, covers
the shed out back where my father’s fishing equipment
is stored. On mornings like this, he searches
beneath rain gutters for worms loosening the earth
with his hands, sifting it back and forth; collecting
each body he finds in old crusted Tupperware for bait.
Sometimes, when there isn’t enough, he cuts them
in half. How concerned he is, ensuring there’s enough.
It’s the silence he likes: the solace of being alone,
standing on the bank holding his fishing rod, watching
nothing but the tug of the line against the current until a fish
takes the bait. Most days when he brings home a good catch
I like to watch my mother clean the fish. I stand
by the kitchen sink staring at her blood-covered hands
as she tugs their heads backwards, stripping
the skin from its flesh: this new kind of nakedness.
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Amanda Gomez is a Latinx poet from Norfolk, Virginia. She is the author of the chapbook, Wasting Disease (Finishing Line Press). She was a semi-finalist for the 2019 Pablo Neruda Prize for Poetry from Nimrod International Journal, a finalist for the 2018 James Hearst Poetry Prize from the North American Review, and a 2017 recipient for the Academy of American Poets University Prize. Her poetry can be read in print and online journals such as PANK, Tupelo Quarterly, and others.
by Erika Luckert
When it rains, bloom waxy crystals on the cuticle of a leaf.
When the fertilizers wash in from the fields, bloom algal.
Bloom the slag and iron in the midst of being wrought.
Study coffee grounds or gelatin in water.
When making arrangements, consider color, scale, the life
expectancy of each bloom, their vessel.
Most flowers are imaginary. Somewhere below the surface of Turner’s oil seas
zinc turns to soap and blooms the crests of waves.
Bloom by folding small, syndrome of chromosomes fragmented
while the cancers grow.
Given phosphate, given water, fog, smoke, heat, dust.
In certain seasons, jellyfish bloom and gather.
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Erika Luckert is a poet, writer, and educator. Her work has appeared in Denver Quarterly, Indiana Review, CALYX, Tampa Review, Boston Review, and elsewhere. A graduate of Columbia University’s MFA in Poetry, Erika has taught creative and critical writing at public schools and colleges across New York City. In 2017, she was awarded the 92Y Discovery Poetry Prize. Originally from Edmonton, Canada, Erika is currently a PhD student at the University of Nebraska-Lincoln.
by Patricia Zylius
Onion’s skin very thin,
Mild winter coming in;
Onion’s skin thick and tough,
Coming winter cold and rough.
—Gardener’s Rhyme
Take this one on the cutting board—
it sneers at the knife, gives up its skin
one smidge at a time.
I’m late-autumnal too, and so thin-skinned
I swathe myself against the chill.
Whatever’s nicking away at the layers of my life
is doing it mildly, fragment by fragment,
slowly prepping me for the winter stew pot.
O for a thick covering to save me
from this niggling disintegration.
And when the season’s cold and rough
let a big knife strip it off
suddenly and whole.
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Patricia Zylius is the author of the chapbook, Once a Vibrant Field. Her poems have appeared in California Quarterly, Catamaran Literary Reader, Passager, Sequestrum, Juniper, Ellipsis, Natural Bridge, Red Wheelbarrow, and other journals, and on the Women’s Voices for Change website. Her poems have also been included in Welcome to the Resistance: Poetry as Protest, In Plein Air, Women Artists Datebook, and The Yes Book.
by Stephanie Tom
Say the universe didn’t begin with a bang
but with a whisper. Say the stars were
crystallized by their fear of being forgotten.
Say there was life outside of our solar system;
somewhere in a pocket of secrets is a planet
no wider than we know the sea to be deep &
there lives a child that only knows how to
bury seeds but not how to water them.
It believes in nature not nurture, & believes
in the moon. Every night the sunset fades
into silk & silence as it appears, pockmarked
& partitioned into ruby red craters like a
pomegranate. The child stretches onto
dewy grass & reaches upwards. In his dreams
he can cradle the moon in his palms & pick
a jewel out of each crater. They melt on his
tongue & he swallows the heart at each center.
He laments the bitter aril that surrounds each
one & wishes that they would not choke him
every time. The stars don’t know how to tell him
that the bitterness is born from the seeds that
he buries, & that he is only tasting the fruits of
his labor. A seed can only grow when it’s watered
& a jewel can only bloom into sweet syrup when
it’s rooted in remembrance. But he never learns.
In his dreams, the child plucks the craters clean
& loses himself in a solar system without stars.
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Stephanie Tom is a student at Cornell University studying literature, communication, information science, media studies, and psychology. A Pushcart Prize nominee and winner of the 2019 Poets & Writers Amy Award, her poetry has appeared in Glass: A Journal of Poetry, Sine Theta Magazine, Hobart, and Honey Literary, among other places. Her debut chapbook, My Heart is a Mausoleum but Only Out of Necessity, is forthcoming from Glass Poetry Press in 2022. When she’s not writing she dabbles in dance and graphic design. You can read more of her work at tomstephanie.weebly.com.
by Eileen Rush
Uncultivable mycelium runs her strands
through the loam of low-lying woodland.
She sleeps most of the year. Treasure-fish.
Sought by pigs. Hungry kids comb woods
in early May, around Derby Day. Every old
hand has a trick for finding them: go
to the widest tree, the poplar or the cottonwood,
and look among its south-facing knees.
Go after a full moon, go after two days of rain,
go when the sun returns and the moon winks.
When I heard someone say, I'm just not inspired
by nature, I smelled dirt. Layers of rot. Last fall's
oak leaves. I want them to hunt with me,
briars tugging at our ankles, spiderwebs
in our hair, for a thing so precious no one
can grow it on purpose. Honey, I want you
to taste pure luck on a spring morning
when a giant lifts her head from the earth
and, like a miracle, overnight bears up
sweeter than the flesh of any fish.
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Eileen Rush is a queer writer, poet, and narrative designer raised in Appalachia and living in Louisville, Kentucky. Her work has appeared in The Southern Review, Pleiades, and elsewhere. She's got her a garden and lives on a farm with, depending on who you ask, too many chickens.
by Anna Lena Phillips Bell
When you pick a flower, you risk
violence to it
beyond the taking. I used to try—
wanting to hold a bright, rough zinnia,
wanting to carry it
away with me—then soon
the stem bent, its fibers
showing but not breaking, the leaves
stripping off, the heat of my hand
in the stem now, sweat and the plant’s
fluids mixed, and still no flower for me—
wanting it, wanting the shortcut,
not to go get the scissors—
I thought I loved but I was not kind.
I didn’t understand
the stem bends
so it can survive the air—
preserve the vessels
that carry what it needs
from the ground, from sun, even if hurt,
so it might, in slow-fast
plant time, repair
the damage. Now, in hurricane country,
watching the orange tithonia
sway in before-storm wind, thinking
I’ll be needing to prop them up again,
I see: how the cosmos, heavy with purple buds,
bent in the last torrent
at the root rather than breaking,
so they could reangle themselves
from the ground
or so I could help them upright,
which I did, with bricks,
with sticks and string,
and though they lean, they lean
toward the sky.
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Anna Lena Phillips Bell is the author of Ornament, winner of the Vassar Miller Poetry Prize, and the chapbook Smaller Songs, from St. Brigid Press. Her work is forthcoming in The Common online and Denver Quarterly, and appears in anthologies including Gracious: Poems from the 21st Century South and Counter-Desecration: A Glossary for Writing within the Anthropocene. She teaches at UNC Wilmington, where she is editor of Ecotone, and calls ungendered Appalachian square dances in North Carolina and beyond.
by Lisa Mottolo
by Carolyn Oliver
Birch leaf undersides silver
the summer shimmer, rumbling.
Poppies wince closed, disperse
slow bees, and the black butterfly
too leaves the ochre-umber sunflower
for flicking flies to pick at.
Over them, over the new milkweed,
fragile stock and sunstruck phlox,
a round house made for sharpness,
paper lantern never lit. The nest—
size of a baby’s fist, if uncurled
room enough for a few dashed lines—
won’t sway in the wind, won’t say
who’s gone, left home, left behind
this vessel waiting to be miracled full.
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Carolyn Oliver’s poems have appeared or are forthcoming in The Massachusetts Review, Indiana Review, Cincinnati Review, Radar Poetry, Beloit Poetry Journal, Shenandoah, 32 Poems, Southern Indiana Review, Cherry Tree, and elsewhere. She is the winner of the Goldstein Prize from Michigan Quarterly Review, the Writer’s Block Prize in Poetry, and the Frank O’Hara Prize from The Worcester Review, where she now serves as a poetry editor. Carolyn lives in Massachusetts with her family. See carolynoliver.net.
by Letitia Montgomery-Rodgers
1
Sex is in the brain; I’ve been training
mine for so long. Please don’t fail me now.
2
The sutures move,
pull loose and tight,
each stitch a closet
in the garment, a room
within a room.
3
Doctors make you beg
for the comfort of your own body.
They tell me my vagina has integrity
neither foreshortened
nor shallow, its walls intact.
As apparatus goes, there’s nothing
I lack. What their excises have decreed
let no woman question.
4
Ordinary motion presses
against the scar, life
a big toe stretching
and pulling the darn.
My stomach puckers,
pantyhose skin center-
seamed. By reflex, I reach
to take it off and realize
I’m already naked, belly
button to pubic bone.
5
Fifteen to thirty minutes
of visualizing—face under a pillow,
seam-side down, my partner rubbing
rubbing—and still
I catch no charge.
6
After so much probing,
mental inquiry:
If I am the sock monkey,
who’s my puppeteer?
7
When I finally orgasm, I think
I’ve escaped, and my body lifts
a finger.
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Letitia Montgomery-Rodgers is a queer, nonbinary poet, writer, book critic, and farmer. A graduate of Penn State and Old Dominion University, their creative work has been published in venues such as Gulf Stream, IthacaLit, Menacing Hedge, and Peculiar. They were a 2018-19 National Book Critics Circle Emerging Critics Fellow, and their critical work has appeared in Orion, LitHub, The Believer, The Rumpus, The Millions, Foreword Reviews, and others. Find them talking about books and other passions on Twitter @murderopilcrows.
by Katharine Rauk
by Esther Ra
by Michelle Menting
She made it look so easy, my sister,
when she paused before the trail hollowed
into hemlock and oak, when she dipped
from her waist as if nothing but hinge of skin
and with fingers floating, grazing the patch
of dandelions, she stroked the back of a bumblebee.
We all doubt the real magic of this world.
For so long I questioned the insistence of beauty
in planted peonies, why so many maintain it's there.
How some might see a flower so wondrous of pink
and puce or heart-blossomed red, and I'd repulse,
reject those petals of tottering globes as full baubles
of stick shaped like cheap popcorn balls my sisters
and I made as a kids, corn syrup glazing, baptizing
our palms as we cupped and cupped, so desperate
for sweetness. But now I see those peonies
covered with ants and neighboring aphids, communing
or broaching something others think baleful: an orgy
of insects groping slick nectar so eagerly they'd think,
how unseemly. But don't you see the mirror?
Let's reconcile this religion of flowers—
believe me, this too is a psalm: to fingertip the felt
of an insect pollinating a weed is to praise
& partner in all the green wonder that we are.
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Michelle Menting’s poems and flash nonfictions have recently appeared or are forthcoming in Radar Poetry, New South, Fourth River, New Delta Review, and Glass, among others. She is the author of three collections of poetry, most recently Leaves Surface Like Skin (Terrapin Books), and has received awards and recognition for her written work from Sewanee, Bread Loaf, the National Park Service, the Maine Literary Awards, and other conferences, residencies, and honors. She lives in Maine.
by Susan Zimmerman
by Rae Hoffman Jager
Not by hand of God despite what the old scholars say, not by fiery messenger, nor by fashionable angel in fur and pearls. Not by matzo ball soup my grandmother carries in a pot in clumsy steps from the stove top to the table set for twenty, with each sway a stomp, each stomp a sway, broth spilling over the edges. Not by candlelight nor prayer, sorry nor psalm. Not by exodus nor fast because not by body, for Christ’s sake, but what body does—open to the world and all those peculiar smells—ground white fish, horseradish, salt, copper hand washing bowl, digging into me its thorns all the days of my life.
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Rae Hoffman Jager is the author of One Throne (2017). Her book, American Bitch is forthcoming with Kelsay Press in 2022. Rae's poetry has appeared most recently in Juke Joint and The Moth. She has work forthcoming in New York Quarterly. Her work has been described as rambunctious, urgent, funny, and elegiac. Rae holds a BA from Warren Wilson College and an MFA from Wichita State University. For more information, you can visit her website at www.raehoffmanjager.com
by Lynne Barrett
The hard seeds I soaked and then forgot
till nearly rotten, and, oh well, pressed in sandy soil
that promised nothing, unfurl—surprise!—a pale green
fingertip, reaching toward a dangling string. Here
I’d hesitate, but at first touch she curlicues, two,
three, six, seven. So prettily lashed, she ascends,
then fans a leaf shape memorized among the Aztecs,
a heart extended. (Yes, I looked her up. The cuter
cousin of the sweet potato.) Gulping sun, she soon
finds the willow storm-wrecked chaise lounge
I’ve contrived into a lattice, attached (poorly)
to our nineteen-thirties stucco. A transplant
myself, I gloat over each sunrise’s progress. Pursued,
then overtaken by swarming sisters, the vine explores,
repairs, disguises. My mother told me I had no
green thumb, but that was in another state. In Florida,
any thumb will do. Fat glossy hearts cloak the wall
this morning, when the most ambitious climbers, finding
only sky to grasp, lift trumpets buzzing blue.
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Lynne Barrett is the author of Magpies (gold medal, Florida Book Awards) and editor of Making Good Time, True Stories of How We Do, and Don’t, Get Around in South Florida. Her recent work appears in Orange Blossom Review, The Hong Kong Review, New Flash Fiction Review, Necessary Fiction, River Teeth, and Grabbed: Poets and Writers on Sexual Assault, Empowerment, and Healing. She lives in Miami and edits the Florida Book Review.
by Deborah Gorlin
October still holds this one bloom
though most dropped months ago.
Idle now, the bush rests from its densities,
when the flowers obliged bees, even a bird’s nest.
This single pom pom cheers me,
seats me miniature among its stadium petals,
and I am floral, plural, molecular, a spectator,
participant in the fading fireworks, the last
combustion, nurtured in equal parts
by waning light, water, earth, my true buddies.
We're growing old together. Me
and this has-been, a vintage matron
who hands out multiple towels
in the Port Authority restroom
or wags way too many tongues,
but still has her dry wit, her spent laughter.
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Deborah Gorlin is the author of two books of poems, Bodily Course, winner of White Pine Poetry Press Prize, and Life of the Garment, Bauhan Publishing, winner of the 2014 May Sarton New Hampshire Poetry Prize. She has published in a wide range of journals including POETRY, Antioch Review, American Poetry Review, Seneca Review, The Massachusetts Review, The Harvard Review, Green Mountains Review, Bomb, Connecticut Review, Women’s Review of Books, New England Review, and Best Spiritual Writing 2000. Recent poems appear in Plume, On the Seawall, Chicago Quarterly, Trampoline, the Exphrastic Review, and New Verse News. Emeritus co-director of the Writing Program at Hampshire College, she serves as a poetry editor at The Massachusetts Review.
by Rose Strode
Against the darkness they are so white they seem to shine, these scabby dapplings
on your smooth-as-a-peeled-egg skin, your deeply pleated throat, the edges
of your fins. Once free-swimming larvae, barnacles adhered, then calcified in place.
Now as you grow your flesh swells round them but is also drawn inside in increments—
one cell at a time—until you are embedded in each other, thus proving nothing
is free of parasites. I can’t say if they cause you pain or if they itch, can’t say they slow you down, can't say
you know that they are there, can’t even say precisely
why this bothers me. Deep in the basement of the museum, I cataloged the skulls
of dolphins, thousands collected, flensed, labelled from a century of strandings.
Cleansed of the past, under the lights, they were pure as cast-off shells, yet laced
with osteolytic tunnels where nematodes burrowed through the bone. And back
in my room at home I locked the door when I heard my parents fight. My father’s blows
made the whole house shake, or maybe I was shaking; either way the sounds wormed
into me like the path to Hell, and stayed. O whale! Your name’s a song your mother sings,
but I recognize you by the pattern of your barnacles.
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Rose Strode’s most recent (2021) poems appear in Sugar House, Dillydoun, and the Buddhist Poetry Review. She is a managing editor at Stillhouse Press. When not writing, or helping others with their writing, she wanders around the woods, rehabilitates overgrown gardens, and attempts to learn the mountain dulcimer.
by Heather Dobbins