There is coyote-song after the smoke alarms
wake us at 4am screaming fire where
there is none—
when did the shape of us become
fight or flight &
how many notes have I stuck to the mirror
asking when will this get easier ?
Everything is thirsting.
I hang sheets to dry in the strong rivers of air,
pick a wine labeled Pessimist
for a funeral of sliced apples and cheddar
on the back porch—maybe the heat
index has broken longing,
maybe I will take to my bed,
or splash Tarot cards along the tile floor
to divine a future that looks nothing
like today where you & I are touching
almost—the longest day of our marriage,
a record we’ve rewritten
a thousand times against argument.