and a tomato is the metonym for my childhood—
my father spreading cow manure,
saying when the seeds
get a whiff of that stench they’ll jump clear out of the ground.
I believed him, believed everything he told me,
including that he loved me,
including, when he let me drop three seeds into each hole,
he’d never raise his voice, never call me dumb bunny
again. What else but a tomato? To savor one
is to understand tomatoes were considered poisonous
until the 1600s, that tomato sauce was born
in Naples, birthplace
of my father’s father, soil of my father’s roots.
Tomato because my father loved them more
than his children, the proof being
that when our kickball landed in his garden,
snapped a seedling stem, he pulled out
his pocketknife, slit the ball in two.