If I enter the Other Kingdom
before you don your own crown,
burn my earthly shell, that fleshy husk
and anoint the Superstitions with my ashes.
(so much paper to write postmortem poetry)
Make sure the watchful eyes of the guardians turn
toward my dusty remains which dance in desert crosswinds:
Shimmy, shimmy, serpent arms. Circle, reverse, pose.
I will bury my own bones inside
open flowers reaching from their needle beds;
cactus bees with pulsing wings of no more substance than
my diaphanous undercarriage will fly me from the nectar,
carrying a little of me back to our Texas
where I can sit with you on the front porch.
You can’t expect me to leave without you.