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"Abort! Abort!"

 

If only he would teach me how to fly.
     Everything is his airspace, even the emptiness
of the sky inside me. Up, up, back into the wild blue
     yonder, I don’t know why we abandon 
our approach, Abort! Abort! my father commands.
     We tilt, whoops, back into the sky,
ears popping, I press my headache against palms,
     feel the earth that reached for us like a mother
pull away, no longer wanting our homecoming.
     Sometimes beauty and pain are one. 
The sky so blue it hurts the outline of your skin. 
     Feels like my eyeballs crack 
as I stare ahead in the rented Cessna. 
     My sanitary pad no longer holds 
the payload I’m dropping from the D and C 
     I keep secret like this prayer of supplication
to the saints of aeronautics. I’m a teenager bleeding
     all over of the gold upholstery. I’m travelling 
into my father’s mistakes of procedure
     for landing. He knows nothing about this loss
of lineage, he is like an eraser after use, well worn,
     loved, bitten. I look out the oval of window,
I am a reflection, a great horned owl from her perch 
            who knows she is a murderous raptor. I am wiser 
than my siblings below us coming into view 
     on the playground unattended. He’ll fly over 
them to give the sense they are being 
     watched over by the God
he thinks he is to women and to us,
     but really I’m out of metaphors,
so I lie about place and time.
     My father never lets me fly
with him. I, too, watch from below,
     still bleeding, still watching the aborted
landing.


Elizabeth A.I. Powell is the author of three books of poems, most recently Atomizer (LSU Press). Her second book of poems, Willy Loman’s Reckless Daughter: Living Truthfully Under Imaginary Circumstances was a Small Press Bestseller and named a “Books We Love 2016” by The New Yorker. Her novel, Concerning the Holy Ghost's Interpretation of JCrew Catalogues was published in 2019 in the U.K.

 

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