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Philia

 

my grandmother lost her virginity

A. to an attractive young man

B. when she fell off the back of a motorbike

C. when he never turned to check her

D. when she rose, the silt that painted the roads

and palette of Bangalore khaki sifting around the dull

pain in her feet and watched a shrinking bike not turn

back

E. when her mother paused before whispering

“You can’t trust that man to take care of you” as she

wedges her passport somewhere between the western

clothes and toiletries carry on

F. when her cries fill and cross an ocean, the

70s white women praise the multimedia for the

browned legs now donning short shorts as subject for

incision, study, autopsy.

G. when she finally birthed a daughter by

gaining an adoptive son who only calls her in

depression

H. after faltering on dichotomous in fetishism,

where each crust of this chasm begs ungodly, fertile,

colonial whore, mother, decaying, monstrous,

untouchable

I. when she never conceived and her bloodline

gazed at this sundried garden. she apologized that

there’s be no lit incense festival of harvest this spring.

J. where I inherit their melancholia, citrus in

cooking, peeled and blanched like tropical fruit, my

name given and preserved after decades of warcry to

someone’s guttural cry. when the end of her lineage

stands makeup dissolved or eaten off the bottom half

of my face, bottom, shirt aromated by the musk

cologne clinging to my chest, underneath, twin

bruises shaped like a mouth on each breast, ass

bruised, legs shaking. somebody’s child again tried

to mark their territory on land

K. with claim.

 

Vriddhi Vinay is a poet from Philadelphia of South Indian origin who primarily focuses on the intersections of working-class queer brown womanhood, sexual dichotomies, and shame for women repeatedly colonized then neo-colonized and seeking to be de-colonized, and mental illness as a product of generation, social, and experienced trauma.

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