Fear fills my neighbors’ sunken eyes—
their mouths obscured by make-shift
masks. All week, contractors in hazmat
suits dig temporary mass graves
on Hart Island, where the first victims
of AIDS and abandoned disabled
children were stacked when nobody
wanted to think about how easy it is
to hide illness and imperfection.
The daffodils look old-fashioned
this spring, like ruffles on dresses
my mother forced me to wear
in grade school. My sick daughter
walks beside me, not knowing
the world is wounded. I prompt
her hands back to her pockets again
and again so she won’t touch anything
even in the park. For seventeen years,
her disease has kept us inside
our apartment more days than we
ventured out into the city. I used to think
of Bradbury’s “All Summer in a Day.”
This is worse. The sun shines
but we cannot go outside to feel it.