Pruning, New Year's Day

What grew in the wrong direction,
what’s blocking the light—I’m trying
to be kind here, your missteps, misshapes
bloated by last year’s rain. Long handles
and a small steel tooth lop off beauty
sometimes too—I’m sorry
if you thought you were perfect.
You were killing yourself.

Wrong ladder, saw too short, I wake
the neighbor’s hangover cracking
through branches. Crazy-haired tree,
wild profusion frozen in the air—
I see now that you dreamt the hell
out of summer while I slept,
my elbows bound in grief.
Some warm afternoons—I remember—
I woke to the sound of bees
singing little farmer songs,
working in the sudden acres
of your bloom.

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Amy Miller’s writing has appeared in Barrow Street, Gulf Coast, SWWIM, Tupelo Quarterly, Willow Springs, and ZYZZYVA. Her poetry collection, The Trouble with New England Girls, won the Louis Award from Concrete Wolf Press. She lives in Oregon, where she works for the Oregon Shakespeare Festival and is the poetry editor of the NPR listening guide Jefferson Journal. She blogs at writers-island.blogspot.com.