my sister was Fed-Exed from Korea?
you say,
dazed under the haze of hospital lights,
your arm tethered to an intravenous drip
charging like a box to numbing light.
You’re twenty-five, adrift in anesthetic fog
floating through the white sea of hospital hallways,
and you think of me, the living package
that changed your life. On the day of my arrival,
you were a month away from turning four.
While the buzz of anticipation swirled
around the airport terminal, your small body
perched high, anchored in the crook of our father’s arm.
So this is how babies are born,
you thought, and everything was yellow.
Scuffed linoleum tile. Blur of fluorescent lights
hovering above you. How you must have imagined
my body rattling in the box during transport
as our mother scurried
to the airport bathroom to snap my joints
into place. Today, we laugh about what you said.
We laugh until we forget why we’re laughing.