To be transported back to childhood
has never been my wish. It didn’t work
for me. I didn’t play. I yearned. I read.
Adulting, I forgot what languid meant,
but aging brings it back. This year, I lurk
in bed with favorite books. A Wrinkle, sent
to me at ten when Daddy left. I bawled
with Meg, who’d lost her father to a mission
as secret as my dad’s—he’d gone to prison.
I read it in a day back then, and then,
again, again, again. Tonight, I shut
the book, amazed at how my brain recalled
each sentence, how I kept its center close,
believing still that love has mattered most.